
Monday, October 18, 2004 @ 2:00 AM
last week was hell ... it shd be termed the hell week in this semester ... it was disastrous ... a morale depressor ... a unhappy week ... first i don hav enuff sleep ... n it angers me ... was upset with myself because i couldn't give myself more sleep, upset because things were beyond my control, i have never been more upset this year ... thursday was deadline day ... DEAD-line ... first the toxico-essay which was no kick ... but the lit-essay was a killer i spent quite sometime doing it ... becuz i'm new to writing lit-essay, n i like the mod so much , tt i care so much abt wat i wrote, cared so much abt doing well, n when u care do much abt tings ... u struggled ... it all boiled down to tt I only have one night to study for my cell bio ... n IT TURNED UP TO BE A DISASTER ... the fluency wasn't there ... I WAS WRITING RUBBISH ... I WAS UPSET beCUZ I spent one night reading up ... n den I TINK I'm getting lousy marks ... i tink i was telling it to someone n he was surprised tt I wan to do well with one nite work ... yah but I'm plainly ridiculous... if i put in efforts ... IT MADE me angry to tink tt I have to be disappointed. spend up whole nite preparing for IMMUNO presentation... something I rarely did ... I rarely prepare for presentatiojn ... i just impromptu ... but all my group mates put in lotsa efforts, n I value their efforts ... so I spent lotsa time to prepare for me ... of course the end results wasn't good, prof say that our focus wasn't that ... EXPECTED but honestly there nothing we can do abt it... certain things are juz beyond ur control ... after Friday it was fantastic ... my 2 weeks hell are over ... realli over ... the shit is almost over ... it's project after project ... so no surprise on Saturday another project mtg ... but pharmacogenetics is cool... so the project was fun ... Prof Edmund muz be one of the smartest lecturer I ever have ... I loved his style ... n he gave u the concise info u need... no RUBBISH ... no NONSENSE ... 2 hrs lectures (including of lunch) sometime we finished lectures + Lunch even before the 2 hrs slot ... tt fantastic ... one of my top 5 Lecturer ... the other muz be Prof Hong ... guobao says I overrated him , after all he can't teach ... but he's ingenious ... n I laughed throughout his lecture ... juz seeing him make me laugh ... n I learnt so much frm him
watched 2 movies with Kian leng + beng hwee ... 2046 as well as OLD BOY... 2046 is so poetically beautiful ... a typical Wang Kar Wai movie ... that keep u tinking ... tinking abt ur predicament ... tinking abt the world of love and why we r so touched by it ... Tony Leung is my favourite Chinese actor after Andy Lau ... he's an electric actor tt juz glued u into the screen ... actualli wanted to go with Leo but I alreadi insticintively thought we couldn't find the time ... projects, tests + honors year thesis are using up all my time ... 2046 has got 4.2/5, i tink Kian Leng also liked it ... but what was to come was unexpected ... of course me + KL read abt the reviews of OLD BOY ... n OLD BOY is juz like a total cinematic experience ... a fabricated world that claims you into its own ... it overwhelms you, corrupts you, claims and destroys u, after OLD BOY I was very much numb in my seat ... so glued to my seat, I realli donno how to reach ... it was a MASTERCLASS ... Beng Hwee is starting to like korean movies ... n he told me "... I don't tink Hollywood or HongKong can produce such works ... nxt time I would watch more korean movies" ... I was really surprised when he liked Windstruck so much ... oops I have "converted" another person into liking K movies... 4 years ago in October ... I was convinced of the magics of Koreans movie ... 4 years haven changed my opinions ... I hoped I won't be disappointed
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