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A year of blogging

It's a year ... come end April ... it will be a year of bloggin
... time realli flies... I started bloggin when I was in
Sweden, when there always time to do sth else ... so I
started blogging

my life has changed from the time I begun blogging ...
it's strange becuz a year can make so much diff ...

A year later, my Swedish buddy has got himself a
galfrenz ... we used to play floorball together ... cycle
to sch ... he is realli gd in sports ... i have never known
someone so quite but yet so dynamic ... I have
glowing respect for Patrick

one of my JC buddy has juz recently got attached too ...
tinking he glowing with joy ... I'm happy when my frenzs
got attached ... my room-mate said he is much happier
with a galfrenz

cooped up at home studying for tumour bio exam isn't fun ...
first, I'm not a fan of cellular biology ... den the lecturers
sux ... den I'm so super unattentive in lecs ... sometime
me + yihao will start chatting n den pple in front of us
will politely ask us to lower our volume

guess I'm quite a handful at lectures ... I'm super restless ...
I'm incapable of listening ... i can count with my hands
the number of mods which I acutalli listen

pple don actualli believe when I told den I din listen ... they
got a shock when they attend lectures with me ... but I'm
just lidat

with oni 2 papers left ... I'm realli glad ...

a lot of things tt happened during freshman year floated
in my mind as I was about to sleep yst afternoon ... freshman
year is realli memorable

I still remember the first few life sci frenzs I met in NUS...
we r still frenzs ... n I treasured den a lot

come friday ... it's time to celebrate ... but before tt I need
to fufill my tuition commitment ... I donno I felt sometimes
I wasn't as passionate in teaching as I wan it to be ... tt y
it hurts when my boss still have so much faith in me ... n
my students realli liked me alot ... I couldn't bare to
disappoint them by leaving

after tuition ... mabbe there will b time for midnight movie ...
den perhaps go back hall to sleep ... Desaru on Sat till
Mon ... i't's a good time to rot

den i tink i need to tie up some loose ends b4 gg China mid
of May

there r thing tt I still wish would happen ... but tis is
not the plc to write abt it ... definitely not back to top?

The thesis journey has ended

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Backtrack: July 2004

"it will be a horrid 2 semesters"
"10 mods + 1 honours yr proj - most of
my frenzs have graduated ... i wonder how
it will be like"

" ... it will be ok"

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20 April 2005

it's a long time isn't it ....

i donno how i feel when i submitted my
thesis ... I was quite numb ... I don feel
realli excited ... it wasn't a novel
feeling

but i knew ... tt I'm one step closer to
freedom ... writing a thesis within 12
days is tough

din slept for the past 3 days ... so my
mood was pretty bad

guobao helped me with the compiling
stuff so it wasn't so bad ... i couldn't
do it myself anyway

but it has been quite a 4 mths

Dr Low asked me " so how is it
doing research"

"v frustrating when things din work out
well"

" we lived on frustration " said Dr Low
was the reply

tt abt wat sum up the last 4 mths of
doing resesarch

A rainbow lighted up my path
during the second last week of the
project

the result tt I'm look on

prof was so happy ... he realli was ... he
said he wanted to continue ...

i oni knew one ting ... i was happy my
honours year is ending

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18 April 2005

at the top of the steps in engin fac ... I looked
down ... the lights were glittering in my eyes
... it was a beautiful sight ... which reminded
me of all those happy days during the early yrs
of undergrad

i tink i will say gdbye to undergrad life ... with a
sad smile on my face

it's hectic sometime ... it's hectic juggling studies,
tuition, CCA ... but it was a fun ride

oni has one regret ... realli oni one ... but there
were plenty of bright moments for me to leave
NUS with

i was the last few to complete my poster presentation ...
prof was late ... couple of my frenzs were watching from
a distance ... it was a long presentation

wenqi, stella had their booths near me ... it seemed a bit
strange to be doing posters without leo n vivian ard

a bit strange realli ...

but i made a lot of frenzs during the honour year ...
was quite surprised when pple gathered by booth ...
i 'lost' a lot of frenzs when they graduated ... so it
was great just to be reminded that u make new
frenzs all the time ...

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How will I make of April?

Every mth comes n goes ... every day n every moment
I'm alwae hoping tt mine moment will come ... will
April be a special mth ???

nah ... it's a stupid qn... cuz i will juz b in my room ... or
at my hall ... mugging ... n writing my thesis ... n mabbe
watching champion league soccer

i don tink anything extraordinary will happen nt now ...
nt in April

finally completed my lab work ... it has been A JOURNEY ...
it has been a unforgettable 13 weeks ... 13 weeks is nt
a long time ... but it still seemed as long

I left the lab ... with some tears in my heart ... I was happy
in a way becuz tis was the moment i was looking forward to

gg thru Chinese New Year without any results for the
thesis is nt gud ... but before CNY was the yr of the monkey ...
when CNY arrives ... I will b on a good patch... tt was wat
I told myself

n I have been on a rather good patch ... I'm lucky
tt I work under a prof tt is phenomenal ... no one has
as good as a temper as he is ... no one is as patient as he
is ... n no one is optimistic as he is

I will never ever have the good fortune of working
under someone as good as my current prof

my tuition kid has a realli fun doggie ... he wrapped my legs
the other time when I'm about to leave ... I couldn't
even walked before he wrapped it too lightly

I loved dogs ... especially when they came over n
licked u ... but I cld never imagine myself taking care of
a pet

all the fishes I kept before din really lived tt long ... n I
felt quite bad about it ... mabbe I din gave them enuff
attention ...

during the quite road on the way back to hostel ... I
thot abt my undergraduate life ... it's a long time ... n
it's rather nostalgic when it time to go

I thot abt the time back in secondary sch ... all the
holidays camp ... the time spent as a scout ... the joy of
campfire ... n I wonder how working life will b like

I guessed I will miss my frenzs ... missed the genuine
moments that we have ... the time when I realli don
enjoy my undergraduate life was my final year

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Let's piece together the A-Z of my life:

A is for Arsenal - I will never ever tink about supporting
any other team ... my love affair for Arsenal just
started unknowingly ... mabbe love is juz tis natural

C is for confidence - the quality tt takes a long while to
nurture but disappears easily

L is for Loyalty - nothing beats loyalty ... it's the quality
tt I deemed the most important

M is for Miracle - how many of us have stopped believing ??
I still believe in miracle ... if nt there isn't much
happiness in living, rite???

N is for Northern light - tt day, April 3 2004, the green
ray of lights danced in the night ... I witness moments
of hysterical joys tt remind me abt the magic of life

R is for Rubbish - one of my favourite word back to top?

You Are From the Moon

You can vibe with the steady rhythms of the Moon. You're in touch with your emotions and intuition. You possess a great, unmatched imagination - and an infinite memory. Ultra-sensitive, you feel at home anywhere (or with anyone). A total healer, you light the way in the dark for many.

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You Are 70% Extrovert, 30% Introvert

You are quite outgoing You are a social connector - you know a ton of people While you aren't a wild extrovert, you are a great talker A fantastic storyteller, you keep everyone laughing

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