Sunshine Butterfly

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Sep 7 1980
Likes: Arsenal, Technopop, The Cataracs, Adele, Pedro Almodovar, Sodagreen

Quotes:
"If you eat caviar every day it's difficult to return to sausages."
"A football team is like a beautiful woman. When you do not tell her, she forgets she is beautiful."
"If you do not believe you can do it then you have no chance at all."

Sunday, November 28, 2004 @ 6:19 PM

Favourite foto ... Amsterdam nite

Saturday, November 27, 2004 @ 8:23 PM

Finally .... the Eiffel tower ... if u get lost in Paris ... juz look for the tower =)

@ 8:21 PM

Madrid ... it's all abt SHOPPING!!!

@ 8:15 PM

Brugges, Belgium, one of the last few stops of my Euro trip ... romantic plc ... nice chocs

@ 4:24 PM

Nothing can stop me spread my wings so wide ...

finally ... the exam is gg to b over ... phew ... it hasn't been an exactly fun past 4 weeks ... more towards the hell side

anyway shall nt talk abt tis anymore ... after all i won't b taking 7 mods in a semester ... there no need to do so anymore ... haha

nxt sem shall oni has 3 mods ... unless my Lit screwed up ... den i will have to take another mod ... no more lit ... tt for sure.

Christmas is coming soon, so i'm in a pretty good mood ... love the atmosphere, the streets during this December period ... when everyone is shopping for Christmas gift.

anyway, Christmas is still a bit far, on Boxing day tink gonna to jio pple to pubs n watch the premier league ... i hope Arsenal wins, they r stuttering rite now ... but no doubt they will show championship material sooner than later.

December 1, Singapore Idol Final, it's the Sly vs the Tau, Tau got the X-factor, Sly got girls crazy over him ... so it will b a finale ... i will silently cheer for Tau though ... but don tink I will spent $$$ to cast a vote, one vote doesn't make a diff ... but if I got the tic for the finals ... it will b great ... but chances not high though

November 29 ... will burn away the hated immunology notes... it's not the mod tt i hate ... most of my gp mates (guobao, raofeng n yuting) hate the prof ... juz sickening ... imagine waking up at 6:30am n attending the lecture, actualli i skipped a handful of it ... it's just impossible to ignore ur dream ... walked like phantom to school, and then see the prof that just irritates you ... no way man ... anyway he give me the nasty look tt day, i returned back tt look, an eye for an eye ... juz hope there won't b any big fire ... haha

other plans for the holz ... short trip to Penang, KL or Bangkok ... frenzs have asked abt me, HL wanted to go Penang ... jayce asks me abt Bangkok ... my family has some plans abt gg Sarawak though ... Sarawak is a GREAT place ... I really love the place when I was there ... n the seafood is fantastic ... I love seafood ... it's one of the greatest joy of life. also gg Wild Wild Wet during the holz, wanted to go there for a long time ... since I can't go to Sunway Lagoon tis time ard ... dick says gonna teach me blading so i looking forward to tt ... shall keep mum abt other plans .. since December is still so "far" away

Tuesday, November 23, 2004 @ 9:15 PM

with buddy, zhihao

@ 9:14 PM

10km frm my hostel, with my bike ... oh how much I missed Sweden

@ 9:11 PM

Tivoli Park @ Copenhagen, haven been to a theme park for a while, have a really fun Saturday afternoon, donno y everyone was camera shy on tt day

@ 9:08 PM

BIGGEST Party ever at Delfi... all hell break loose, i have NEVER been to a party as big as this, party all through the night till the morning

@ 9:04 PM

Hostel life @ Delfinen, Sweden, with my neighbour at her friend, both future journalists

@ 9:01 PM

Memories of Europe @ Stockholm marathon, with Michael before the marathon

@ 8:57 PM

Memories of Europe - Stockholm; with Kwun Ho after the stockholm marathon, we were "limping" all the way after the marathon =)

Saturday, November 20, 2004 @ 7:16 PM

Butterflies ...

sometimes I dreamt of butterflies in the middle of my dream, I do not remember vividly, but during quieter moments I'm reminded of these dreams ... i donno wat it means, but I love n fear butterflies altogether ... luv it because i tink they are a wonder to be photograph, they are a delight for a nature photographer ... fear because I associates butterflies with moths ... when I was small, there used to be this very big moth flying to my house, just staying in a location, for the whole day, like observing our life, like observing the life of our family, the next day it flies away, no one ever seen it flew in, no one ever seen it flew away, it is a mystery always will be... i tink of gg on a trip to KL, maybe asks my friend whether he will be keen juz to go there, do some shopping, take photographs, n back

my exchange friends ask me abt a trip to Bangkok ... tink after the exchange everyone seemed to be addicted to travelling ... used to do so every month when we were on exchange ... it is an addiction, but backpacking is fun but tiring sometimes ... but the memories has lived within me for a long time ... anyway mb the bangkok trip is beyond me, promised my prof that I will start the proj in Dec, so I couldn't possibly go to Bangkok and when I came back, he will fly off to Switzerland ... i spend some meaningful moments in Switzerland at Zurich airport, on my back to Singapore, thinking about home, "crying" about Europe, thinking about friends and people I like in the most beautiful and saddest sunset ... I told my prof abt my wonderful experiences in Europe, but nvr abt Switzerland which I didn't quite visit.

literature is finally over ... it was nice taking a mod with zhihao, as slack s me, both of us never read Jean Brodie, we share whatever materials we have, and though both of us struggle through the module, think we have a great time ... but I was glad it was over, because it is a heavy module, zhihao says it was crazy of us to contemplate about taking it ... "maybe we visit too many museums that we want to be a bit more artistic", well mabbe that true ... i hope both of us, then it will be the end of my cross-fac, if nt I will c both cheefeng + zhuzhen in accounting, both lit & accounting are 2 of the mods I really wished to take as a freshman, but now I'm graduating, I don't wish to end up taking both

6 more papers to go, time really flies, and soon the exam will be over, then the research project, then my NUS life will be over, it's a bit sad, that everything ends so fast, university is fun, more fun than JC, more freedom than JC, more relaxing than JC, except that you may meet a couple of stuck-up, uninspiring profs but I thought I make some great pals. I think i will graduate without much regrets, some say i could have a good chance of getting first class if i'm more hardworking, but really second-upper is good enough for me, if i have to slog so hard for my first-class n lose up on some of the fun I rather not have it.

need to go shopping after my exam, most of my shirts are worn-out ... n anyway I have some excess $ less, after Europe I was sucked dry ... but come December I have new tuition lobangs ... so there will b $$ to spend. have no ideas what I'm going to do after the exam, don tink shd have much plans ... but wanna visit Wild Wild Wet, I always like water theme park ... it hell lotsa fun ... with all the fun n splash ... must start chioing pple ... especially those not-working =)

Saturday, November 13, 2004 @ 9:03 PM

Would things be different if ...?

ya tis question came into my mind several days ago ... yes i was thinking about something that has been occupying for quite a while

would things be different if

I have try harder
I have make full use of my opportunities ???

I really donno whether I have to work hard enuff to achieve that goal, but then I think I work hard enough, except it not about working hard, I guess I didn't have the luck or I didn't make full use of 2 early opportunities I was given, I think I take it easy, thinking that more chances will come but chances given to you once lost, are lost forever, i seemed to have learn it the hard way.

anyway it has juz been agonising juz 2 days ago ... tinking about it, even in my dream, I was dreaming about it .. and it no fun waking up STILL thinking about it, wat the hell

however, I'm back in my optimistic self again ... I got to, i need to because exam is just a week away, this semester of hard work will be undone if i marrow in my own sorrow (I wasn't going to see myself slumber anyway)

this has been a good year, so end it well

next year, I hope to have all the luck in the world, and it may change things, miracles may arrive and I will take my chance .. tis is what i hope for

Preparing for exam means staying home ... means being at the desk on a REGULAR basis ... not really fun ... but it's better than the first 2 weeks at BMT so I'm not complaining ... there could be worst things than this

went to watch "Everybody has secrets" with BH & SY, another korean movie, BH is now into it ... n he's loving it ... i tink SY oso like korean movie ... kinda a good movie to watch while relaxing ... it gd entertainment, except it $7.50 alamak ... holiday eve ... haven have decent chats with them for a while ... but den din quite remember wat we chat about ...

after tt was my medical appointment with Dr Jasmine ... she finally came back frm her maternity leave ... she got a friendly disposition ... went to her in 2002 for acne probs... now for the exam period i need more of the wonder drug to keep the acne away ... chatted with me for quite a while ... think we chat for more than 20 minutes ... abt my trip to Sweden, about my studies, about her medicine school last time, stuff lidat ... she told me tis is the first time that I'm complaining abt the work load in sch ... ya I was always the relax one last time ... but now with 7 mods wat can I do right, i need to slog ...

i just can't wait for Christmas ... but donno what I'm going to do anyway ... i hope there will be some big parties ...

Friday, November 05, 2004 @ 7:18 PM

thot my blog has been starved of pic of late ... so upload A Frog life, tis is cool ... actualli it from a tissue packaging ... someone at the tuition centre din take back ... so it look kinda cute , went home n take a pic from it ... tis will be the trademark pic for my blog!!!

2 wks away frm exam ... haven start studying ... weather has got cool ... rain so often ... the end of the year is always full of contradiction ... my emotions run to the extreme ... it's rpt after rpt... nvr ending ... no one is happy abt doing rpts after rpts ... finally it's my last one after doing 6 in the previous 2.5 wks ... nt fun ... RUBBISH ... guobao n raofeng both hate CD1 molecule ... pissed off with REC ... i thot it was a nice lec ... but I was REALLY REALLY wrong ... let's hope i'm nt wrong with Bolesteri ... he my honour yr project supervisor ...seemed quite fatherly ... hope i'm nt wrong

if i'm wrong ... too bad ... they said shit happens

rachel's laptop crashed, so did stella ... i have my laptop incident before ... so i'm lucky tis time ... talking abt laptop ... finally got in touch with the guy who returned the laptop to me ... said I will help him with his sch work ... told me he failed in his maths ... i'm the best person to help him haha ... forgotten his name though

haven got in touch with some of my close frenzs ... tink everyone v bz with exams n stuff ... me nt excluding ... met up with zhihao + rachel over dinner yst ... den reckon haven seem Jane since we returned frm Sweden ... whoa I still think of sweden ... think of the cold weather when i first reached there ... thought about how homesick I was during the first week ... thot abt the snow ... the bike ... my corridor ... the parties ... the trips ... the list would go on n on ... anyway I have got Jane to thank becuz was at a dilemma abt choosing my honours yr project ... n frm talking to her I made a decision ... oso haven seemed Jayce for a long time ... he was my buddy in Sweden ... so was zhihao ... but i saw him every week for lit class

lit was interesting ... n the module is smashing ... borrowed the word from my swedish prof ... he is a great prof ... extremely smart ... extremely nice ... n it is easy to be frank with him ... so I have wonderful memories of taking virology under him ... Richard turner my lit proff ... he's a natural speaker, sometime I don understand him becuz I don print my lec notes ... tt my usual style anyway ... but I loved the mod a lot ... even though I struggled initially ... becuz the thesis statement wasn't something i'm accustomed with ... but lit essay is after all nt tt tough ... u can smoke ur way thru ... how gud ur essay is depends on the strength of ur smoke haha

tonite mabbe there won't b much chance to sleep ... if possible wld like to finish STUPID CD1 essay by tonite ... cuz there a lec tmr ... n the deadline is on Sunday ... so c how lor ... beta to finish on sat ... so can have a bit leisure on sunday ... haven been gg to the gym with CHeehong & Co. or to the movie with kian leng or beng hwe Or shopping with dick or juz dinner with all my frenz ... anyway i'm happy to be finishing my rpt ... i feel like an inner sense of peace cmg =).

jayce asked me abt holz in Dec ... den i asked my prof + my lab officers whether need to work during Christmas period ... tink they misunderstood my question ... n say i don have to work during Christmas ... haizzzz but after tt my prof say he gg away frm 16-26 ... so chance to sneak away

@ 7:16 PM

What is a frog life like??

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Sunday, November 28, 2004 @ 6:19 PM Favourite foto ... Amsterdam nite back to top?
Saturday, November 27, 2004 @ 8:23 PM Finally .... the Eiffel tower ... if u get lost in Paris ... juz look for the tower =) back to top?
@ 8:21 PM Madrid ... it's all abt SHOPPING!!! back to top?
@ 8:15 PM Brugges, Belgium, one of the last few stops of my Euro trip ... romantic plc ... nice chocs back to top?
@ 4:24 PM Nothing can stop me spread my wings so wide ... finally ... the exam is gg to b over ... phew ... it hasn't been an exactly fun past 4 weeks ... more towards the hell side anyway shall nt talk abt tis anymore ... after all i won't b taking 7 mods in a semester ... there no need to do so anymore ... haha nxt sem shall oni has 3 mods ... unless my Lit screwed up ... den i will have to take another mod ... no more lit ... tt for sure. Christmas is coming soon, so i'm in a pretty good mood ... love the atmosphere, the streets during this December period ... when everyone is shopping for Christmas gift. anyway, Christmas is still a bit far, on Boxing day tink gonna to jio pple to pubs n watch the premier league ... i hope Arsenal wins, they r stuttering rite now ... but no doubt they will show championship material sooner than later. December 1, Singapore Idol Final, it's the Sly vs the Tau, Tau got the X-factor, Sly got girls crazy over him ... so it will b a finale ... i will silently cheer for Tau though ... but don tink I will spent $$$ to cast a vote, one vote doesn't make a diff ... but if I got the tic for the finals ... it will b great ... but chances not high though November 29 ... will burn away the hated immunology notes... it's not the mod tt i hate ... most of my gp mates (guobao, raofeng n yuting) hate the prof ... juz sickening ... imagine waking up at 6:30am n attending the lecture, actualli i skipped a handful of it ... it's just impossible to ignore ur dream ... walked like phantom to school, and then see the prof that just irritates you ... no way man ... anyway he give me the nasty look tt day, i returned back tt look, an eye for an eye ... juz hope there won't b any big fire ... haha other plans for the holz ... short trip to Penang, KL or Bangkok ... frenzs have asked abt me, HL wanted to go Penang ... jayce asks me abt Bangkok ... my family has some plans abt gg Sarawak though ... Sarawak is a GREAT place ... I really love the place when I was there ... n the seafood is fantastic ... I love seafood ... it's one of the greatest joy of life. also gg Wild Wild Wet during the holz, wanted to go there for a long time ... since I can't go to Sunway Lagoon tis time ard ... dick says gonna teach me blading so i looking forward to tt ... shall keep mum abt other plans .. since December is still so "far" away back to top?
Tuesday, November 23, 2004 @ 9:15 PM with buddy, zhihao back to top?
@ 9:14 PM 10km frm my hostel, with my bike ... oh how much I missed Sweden back to top?
@ 9:11 PM Tivoli Park @ Copenhagen, haven been to a theme park for a while, have a really fun Saturday afternoon, donno y everyone was camera shy on tt day back to top?
@ 9:08 PM BIGGEST Party ever at Delfi... all hell break loose, i have NEVER been to a party as big as this, party all through the night till the morning back to top?
@ 9:04 PM Hostel life @ Delfinen, Sweden, with my neighbour at her friend, both future journalists back to top?
@ 9:01 PM Memories of Europe @ Stockholm marathon, with Michael before the marathon back to top?
@ 8:57 PM Memories of Europe - Stockholm; with Kwun Ho after the stockholm marathon, we were "limping" all the way after the marathon =) back to top?
Saturday, November 20, 2004 @ 7:16 PM Butterflies ... sometimes I dreamt of butterflies in the middle of my dream, I do not remember vividly, but during quieter moments I'm reminded of these dreams ... i donno wat it means, but I love n fear butterflies altogether ... luv it because i tink they are a wonder to be photograph, they are a delight for a nature photographer ... fear because I associates butterflies with moths ... when I was small, there used to be this very big moth flying to my house, just staying in a location, for the whole day, like observing our life, like observing the life of our family, the next day it flies away, no one ever seen it flew in, no one ever seen it flew away, it is a mystery always will be... i tink of gg on a trip to KL, maybe asks my friend whether he will be keen juz to go there, do some shopping, take photographs, n back my exchange friends ask me abt a trip to Bangkok ... tink after the exchange everyone seemed to be addicted to travelling ... used to do so every month when we were on exchange ... it is an addiction, but backpacking is fun but tiring sometimes ... but the memories has lived within me for a long time ... anyway mb the bangkok trip is beyond me, promised my prof that I will start the proj in Dec, so I couldn't possibly go to Bangkok and when I came back, he will fly off to Switzerland ... i spend some meaningful moments in Switzerland at Zurich airport, on my back to Singapore, thinking about home, "crying" about Europe, thinking about friends and people I like in the most beautiful and saddest sunset ... I told my prof abt my wonderful experiences in Europe, but nvr abt Switzerland which I didn't quite visit. literature is finally over ... it was nice taking a mod with zhihao, as slack s me, both of us never read Jean Brodie, we share whatever materials we have, and though both of us struggle through the module, think we have a great time ... but I was glad it was over, because it is a heavy module, zhihao says it was crazy of us to contemplate about taking it ... "maybe we visit too many museums that we want to be a bit more artistic", well mabbe that true ... i hope both of us, then it will be the end of my cross-fac, if nt I will c both cheefeng + zhuzhen in accounting, both lit & accounting are 2 of the mods I really wished to take as a freshman, but now I'm graduating, I don't wish to end up taking both 6 more papers to go, time really flies, and soon the exam will be over, then the research project, then my NUS life will be over, it's a bit sad, that everything ends so fast, university is fun, more fun than JC, more freedom than JC, more relaxing than JC, except that you may meet a couple of stuck-up, uninspiring profs but I thought I make some great pals. I think i will graduate without much regrets, some say i could have a good chance of getting first class if i'm more hardworking, but really second-upper is good enough for me, if i have to slog so hard for my first-class n lose up on some of the fun I rather not have it. need to go shopping after my exam, most of my shirts are worn-out ... n anyway I have some excess $ less, after Europe I was sucked dry ... but come December I have new tuition lobangs ... so there will b $$ to spend. have no ideas what I'm going to do after the exam, don tink shd have much plans ... but wanna visit Wild Wild Wet, I always like water theme park ... it hell lotsa fun ... with all the fun n splash ... must start chioing pple ... especially those not-working =) back to top?
Saturday, November 13, 2004 @ 9:03 PM Would things be different if ...? ya tis question came into my mind several days ago ... yes i was thinking about something that has been occupying for quite a while would things be different if I have try harder I have make full use of my opportunities ??? I really donno whether I have to work hard enuff to achieve that goal, but then I think I work hard enough, except it not about working hard, I guess I didn't have the luck or I didn't make full use of 2 early opportunities I was given, I think I take it easy, thinking that more chances will come but chances given to you once lost, are lost forever, i seemed to have learn it the hard way. anyway it has juz been agonising juz 2 days ago ... tinking about it, even in my dream, I was dreaming about it .. and it no fun waking up STILL thinking about it, wat the hell however, I'm back in my optimistic self again ... I got to, i need to because exam is just a week away, this semester of hard work will be undone if i marrow in my own sorrow (I wasn't going to see myself slumber anyway) this has been a good year, so end it well next year, I hope to have all the luck in the world, and it may change things, miracles may arrive and I will take my chance .. tis is what i hope for Preparing for exam means staying home ... means being at the desk on a REGULAR basis ... not really fun ... but it's better than the first 2 weeks at BMT so I'm not complaining ... there could be worst things than this went to watch "Everybody has secrets" with BH & SY, another korean movie, BH is now into it ... n he's loving it ... i tink SY oso like korean movie ... kinda a good movie to watch while relaxing ... it gd entertainment, except it $7.50 alamak ... holiday eve ... haven have decent chats with them for a while ... but den din quite remember wat we chat about ... after tt was my medical appointment with Dr Jasmine ... she finally came back frm her maternity leave ... she got a friendly disposition ... went to her in 2002 for acne probs... now for the exam period i need more of the wonder drug to keep the acne away ... chatted with me for quite a while ... think we chat for more than 20 minutes ... abt my trip to Sweden, about my studies, about her medicine school last time, stuff lidat ... she told me tis is the first time that I'm complaining abt the work load in sch ... ya I was always the relax one last time ... but now with 7 mods wat can I do right, i need to slog ... i just can't wait for Christmas ... but donno what I'm going to do anyway ... i hope there will be some big parties ... back to top?
Friday, November 05, 2004 @ 7:18 PM thot my blog has been starved of pic of late ... so upload A Frog life, tis is cool ... actualli it from a tissue packaging ... someone at the tuition centre din take back ... so it look kinda cute , went home n take a pic from it ... tis will be the trademark pic for my blog!!! 2 wks away frm exam ... haven start studying ... weather has got cool ... rain so often ... the end of the year is always full of contradiction ... my emotions run to the extreme ... it's rpt after rpt... nvr ending ... no one is happy abt doing rpts after rpts ... finally it's my last one after doing 6 in the previous 2.5 wks ... nt fun ... RUBBISH ... guobao n raofeng both hate CD1 molecule ... pissed off with REC ... i thot it was a nice lec ... but I was REALLY REALLY wrong ... let's hope i'm nt wrong with Bolesteri ... he my honour yr project supervisor ...seemed quite fatherly ... hope i'm nt wrong if i'm wrong ... too bad ... they said shit happens rachel's laptop crashed, so did stella ... i have my laptop incident before ... so i'm lucky tis time ... talking abt laptop ... finally got in touch with the guy who returned the laptop to me ... said I will help him with his sch work ... told me he failed in his maths ... i'm the best person to help him haha ... forgotten his name though haven got in touch with some of my close frenzs ... tink everyone v bz with exams n stuff ... me nt excluding ... met up with zhihao + rachel over dinner yst ... den reckon haven seem Jane since we returned frm Sweden ... whoa I still think of sweden ... think of the cold weather when i first reached there ... thought about how homesick I was during the first week ... thot abt the snow ... the bike ... my corridor ... the parties ... the trips ... the list would go on n on ... anyway I have got Jane to thank becuz was at a dilemma abt choosing my honours yr project ... n frm talking to her I made a decision ... oso haven seemed Jayce for a long time ... he was my buddy in Sweden ... so was zhihao ... but i saw him every week for lit class lit was interesting ... n the module is smashing ... borrowed the word from my swedish prof ... he is a great prof ... extremely smart ... extremely nice ... n it is easy to be frank with him ... so I have wonderful memories of taking virology under him ... Richard turner my lit proff ... he's a natural speaker, sometime I don understand him becuz I don print my lec notes ... tt my usual style anyway ... but I loved the mod a lot ... even though I struggled initially ... becuz the thesis statement wasn't something i'm accustomed with ... but lit essay is after all nt tt tough ... u can smoke ur way thru ... how gud ur essay is depends on the strength of ur smoke haha tonite mabbe there won't b much chance to sleep ... if possible wld like to finish STUPID CD1 essay by tonite ... cuz there a lec tmr ... n the deadline is on Sunday ... so c how lor ... beta to finish on sat ... so can have a bit leisure on sunday ... haven been gg to the gym with CHeehong & Co. or to the movie with kian leng or beng hwe Or shopping with dick or juz dinner with all my frenz ... anyway i'm happy to be finishing my rpt ... i feel like an inner sense of peace cmg =). jayce asked me abt holz in Dec ... den i asked my prof + my lab officers whether need to work during Christmas period ... tink they misunderstood my question ... n say i don have to work during Christmas ... haizzzz but after tt my prof say he gg away frm 16-26 ... so chance to sneak away back to top?
@ 7:16 PM What is a frog life like?? back to top?