Sunshine Butterfly

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Sep 7 1980
Likes: Arsenal, Technopop, The Cataracs, Adele, Pedro Almodovar, Sodagreen

Quotes:
"If you eat caviar every day it's difficult to return to sausages."
"A football team is like a beautiful woman. When you do not tell her, she forgets she is beautiful."
"If you do not believe you can do it then you have no chance at all."

Wednesday, October 27, 2004 @ 6:41 PM

the third post of the mth ... it has been difficult to write ... there r too much reports to do ... n I can't seem to finish them ... someone told me tt it wat i will get if I take 7 mods ... now I understand ... but still it really doesn't matter ... I still have to finish the 5 rpts ... n it killing me ... I have been reading scientific journals ... one after another ... until I have read something like in the tens ... I nvr read so much in my whole life...

dick chatise me for leaving tis out... so I have to include tis in tis edition... well it was last Sunday ... went for a movie with him plus shopping after ... watched "Resident Evil" ... a bit overdue but wat to do both of us was so bz for the past week ... den when we were at Ngee Ann City we saw a GUY Zoom past us ... CARRYING 5 SHOPPING BAGS OR SO ... alone ... we have never see a guy CARRYING SO MANY SHOPPING BAGS ... guess wat ... he was carrying a LV bag ... n then he bought stuff from FENDI, DIOR n some other BRANDED shop ... i don realli quite remember ... but the way he was zooming past us ... caught our eyes ... n we do sth quite UNBELIEVABLE ... "following the bee" ... he was up at KINO n within a minute or so he was at the counter again ... paying for a magazine "MEN HEALTH" ... yah ... sounds silly rite ... the way we were trailing him like paparazzi ... well ... sometimes it these stupid tings tt gave our life some moments of excitement ... so tt was LAST, LAST SUNDAY ...

some of my students commend/joke tt I'm like a bad boy ... donno wat gives them the impression ... but guess my students have a fun time under me ... the HELL class is going to be over ... looking back I wonder how I managed to survive mths of tt ... MAN, it wasn't easy ... too much troublemakers in the class ... everyweek I have retained students who fight or scold vulgarities ... but these kids are cute ... every moments I realised I have something from them

met up with sy, ch & bh ... din go for gym cuz I was tired, lethargiz n lazy ... but they were near my place eating so I joined them ... was talkin abt lotsa stuff ... complaining abt my workload ... the usual stuff ... n den on korean serials + movies ... bh has been converted into a korean fanatics ... so it was wonderful to have pple at last to talk abt korean stuff

watched the Arsenal vs Man Utd match ... again the old nonsense ... mayhem after the game ... rubbish ... y can't they chose a more proficient ref for such high profile match ... IT JUST ANGERS ME TO SEE ARSENAL LOSES LIKE THAT ... but hell ... u can't beat the FOOTBALLING GOD ... juz accept it lor

hav a weird dream yst nite, woke up feeling realli sad ... thot of wat serene told me 2 days ago ... tt ur dream reflects wat u r tinking ... well i donno ... it seemed true ... certain things r hard to forget ... the memories live on ... i knew every moment tt I'm not capable of forgeting certain tings ... haizzzz

Monday, October 18, 2004 @ 2:00 AM

last week was hell ... it shd be termed the hell week in this semester ... it was disastrous ... a morale depressor ... a unhappy week ... first i don hav enuff sleep ... n it angers me ... was upset with myself because i couldn't give myself more sleep, upset because things were beyond my control, i have never been more upset this year ... thursday was deadline day ... DEAD-line ... first the toxico-essay which was no kick ... but the lit-essay was a killer i spent quite sometime doing it ... becuz i'm new to writing lit-essay, n i like the mod so much , tt i care so much abt wat i wrote, cared so much abt doing well, n when u care do much abt tings ... u struggled ... it all boiled down to tt I only have one night to study for my cell bio ... n IT TURNED UP TO BE A DISASTER ... the fluency wasn't there ... I WAS WRITING RUBBISH ... I WAS UPSET beCUZ I spent one night reading up ... n den I TINK I'm getting lousy marks ... i tink i was telling it to someone n he was surprised tt I wan to do well with one nite work ... yah but I'm plainly ridiculous... if i put in efforts ... IT MADE me angry to tink tt I have to be disappointed. spend up whole nite preparing for IMMUNO presentation... something I rarely did ... I rarely prepare for presentatiojn ... i just impromptu ... but all my group mates put in lotsa efforts, n I value their efforts ... so I spent lotsa time to prepare for me ... of course the end results wasn't good, prof say that our focus wasn't that ... EXPECTED but honestly there nothing we can do abt it... certain things are juz beyond ur control ... after Friday it was fantastic ... my 2 weeks hell are over ... realli over ... the shit is almost over ... it's project after project ... so no surprise on Saturday another project mtg ... but pharmacogenetics is cool... so the project was fun ... Prof Edmund muz be one of the smartest lecturer I ever have ... I loved his style ... n he gave u the concise info u need... no RUBBISH ... no NONSENSE ... 2 hrs lectures (including of lunch) sometime we finished lectures + Lunch even before the 2 hrs slot ... tt fantastic ... one of my top 5 Lecturer ... the other muz be Prof Hong ... guobao says I overrated him , after all he can't teach ... but he's ingenious ... n I laughed throughout his lecture ... juz seeing him make me laugh ... n I learnt so much frm him

watched 2 movies with Kian leng + beng hwee ... 2046 as well as OLD BOY... 2046 is so poetically beautiful ... a typical Wang Kar Wai movie ... that keep u tinking ... tinking abt ur predicament ... tinking abt the world of love and why we r so touched by it ... Tony Leung is my favourite Chinese actor after Andy Lau ... he's an electric actor tt juz glued u into the screen ... actualli wanted to go with Leo but I alreadi insticintively thought we couldn't find the time ... projects, tests + honors year thesis are using up all my time ... 2046 has got 4.2/5, i tink Kian Leng also liked it ... but what was to come was unexpected ... of course me + KL read abt the reviews of OLD BOY ... n OLD BOY is juz like a total cinematic experience ... a fabricated world that claims you into its own ... it overwhelms you, corrupts you, claims and destroys u, after OLD BOY I was very much numb in my seat ... so glued to my seat, I realli donno how to reach ... it was a MASTERCLASS ... Beng Hwee is starting to like korean movies ... n he told me "... I don't tink Hollywood or HongKong can produce such works ... nxt time I would watch more korean movies" ... I was really surprised when he liked Windstruck so much ... oops I have "converted" another person into liking K movies... 4 years ago in October ... I was convinced of the magics of Koreans movie ... 4 years haven changed my opinions ... I hoped I won't be disappointed

Thursday, October 07, 2004 @ 11:47 PM

it's has been more den a wk frm my previous blog ... life's been bz ... tmr is my second animal reproduction mod test ... nxt Thursday cell bio test + toxico paper deadline + lit essay deadline, nxt friday immuno presentation ... so it's gg to be a massive 2 weeks ... den i have one mth to prepare for my exam ...

after exam, no December Break

It's all to the lab ... no one relaxes during the December, if ur FYP is in shambles ... I don even wan to imagine the outcome

aniwae ... spoke to one of my potential supervisor for my proj Bolesteri

a gentleman, charismatic n cool, the project seemed exciting but I have to handle with mice, do I have enuff of den after Europe

I thot I have

but this was a project, i don tink i will give it a miss ... but tis is Oct and I still have a bit of time left

Juz a little bit

like I told Stella, one of my fav statement is "Take your time and do the best"

This was a turbulent wk ... on Tues pretty glad with myself for utilising my freetime well ... I thot tings were perfect ... I have a bad start during the earlier part of 2004

so on Tue ... everything seemed rosy ... den on Wed ... I thot it will juz b a short day in sch ... enuff time to catch a nap ... have lunch over at Dover with George, Santos + Clement ... den they brought me to tis busstop outside Fairfield Methodist to board the bus

a routine bus journey ... but sth happened

i reached Bonua vista MRT n juz when I finished using the toilet ... I realised tt both of my hands r free, wasn't Me Supposed to carry my LAPTOP

i went back to toilet n gosh it's nt there, i cld smell trouble ... it's in the end... I made a fonecall to clement n asked him whether he remember seeing me carrying the laptop after we left the hawker centre

I FLEW to the taxistop ... reached the busstop n MY LAPTOP wasn't there ... I couldn't believe it

mom gg to grill me like hell ... my dear afternoon nap turned up to b one frantic afternoon

It's painfully frustrating ... painfully stupid ... made a police rpt ... went MRT Station n enquired abt it ... I do everything I can ... without so much of the belief I cld get it back

so I was grilled the whole nite ... but studying the test was more impt ... Mum's grilling din affect me ... if it affected me ... I would cover it up ... but there no pt in hiding ting

was having lec tis Morning ... n I was analysing where I cld possibly left my laptop ... decided tt nxt target cld b Fairfield methodist sec ... Benghwee oso asked me to try all sch in tt vinicity

went Fairfield methodist pri ... negative reply ... den FMS ... the clerk asked me a couple of qns ... n I knew tt mb my laptop was there ... n it is

I'M SO THANKFUL ... I'M FOUND IT ... so thankful that it wasn't an expensive lesson

will get sth for all those honest students who picked up my laptop ... honesty n kindness shd b encouraged ... n I always believed so

tmr TEST is impt ... this 2 semesters are impt ... I want to finish on a high ... I want to start NUS on a high note ... n finishing it well also ... it has been a tremondous 3 years

yuansong + dick told me wat the pt when I more or less settled on my second upper n has no clear chance of getting a first ... but i'm inspired by sports ... sometime it's nt the result tt mattered ... u juz felt tt u owe urself to finish on a high

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Wednesday, October 27, 2004 @ 6:41 PM the third post of the mth ... it has been difficult to write ... there r too much reports to do ... n I can't seem to finish them ... someone told me tt it wat i will get if I take 7 mods ... now I understand ... but still it really doesn't matter ... I still have to finish the 5 rpts ... n it killing me ... I have been reading scientific journals ... one after another ... until I have read something like in the tens ... I nvr read so much in my whole life... dick chatise me for leaving tis out... so I have to include tis in tis edition... well it was last Sunday ... went for a movie with him plus shopping after ... watched "Resident Evil" ... a bit overdue but wat to do both of us was so bz for the past week ... den when we were at Ngee Ann City we saw a GUY Zoom past us ... CARRYING 5 SHOPPING BAGS OR SO ... alone ... we have never see a guy CARRYING SO MANY SHOPPING BAGS ... guess wat ... he was carrying a LV bag ... n then he bought stuff from FENDI, DIOR n some other BRANDED shop ... i don realli quite remember ... but the way he was zooming past us ... caught our eyes ... n we do sth quite UNBELIEVABLE ... "following the bee" ... he was up at KINO n within a minute or so he was at the counter again ... paying for a magazine "MEN HEALTH" ... yah ... sounds silly rite ... the way we were trailing him like paparazzi ... well ... sometimes it these stupid tings tt gave our life some moments of excitement ... so tt was LAST, LAST SUNDAY ... some of my students commend/joke tt I'm like a bad boy ... donno wat gives them the impression ... but guess my students have a fun time under me ... the HELL class is going to be over ... looking back I wonder how I managed to survive mths of tt ... MAN, it wasn't easy ... too much troublemakers in the class ... everyweek I have retained students who fight or scold vulgarities ... but these kids are cute ... every moments I realised I have something from them met up with sy, ch & bh ... din go for gym cuz I was tired, lethargiz n lazy ... but they were near my place eating so I joined them ... was talkin abt lotsa stuff ... complaining abt my workload ... the usual stuff ... n den on korean serials + movies ... bh has been converted into a korean fanatics ... so it was wonderful to have pple at last to talk abt korean stuff watched the Arsenal vs Man Utd match ... again the old nonsense ... mayhem after the game ... rubbish ... y can't they chose a more proficient ref for such high profile match ... IT JUST ANGERS ME TO SEE ARSENAL LOSES LIKE THAT ... but hell ... u can't beat the FOOTBALLING GOD ... juz accept it lor hav a weird dream yst nite, woke up feeling realli sad ... thot of wat serene told me 2 days ago ... tt ur dream reflects wat u r tinking ... well i donno ... it seemed true ... certain things r hard to forget ... the memories live on ... i knew every moment tt I'm not capable of forgeting certain tings ... haizzzz back to top?
Monday, October 18, 2004 @ 2:00 AM last week was hell ... it shd be termed the hell week in this semester ... it was disastrous ... a morale depressor ... a unhappy week ... first i don hav enuff sleep ... n it angers me ... was upset with myself because i couldn't give myself more sleep, upset because things were beyond my control, i have never been more upset this year ... thursday was deadline day ... DEAD-line ... first the toxico-essay which was no kick ... but the lit-essay was a killer i spent quite sometime doing it ... becuz i'm new to writing lit-essay, n i like the mod so much , tt i care so much abt wat i wrote, cared so much abt doing well, n when u care do much abt tings ... u struggled ... it all boiled down to tt I only have one night to study for my cell bio ... n IT TURNED UP TO BE A DISASTER ... the fluency wasn't there ... I WAS WRITING RUBBISH ... I WAS UPSET beCUZ I spent one night reading up ... n den I TINK I'm getting lousy marks ... i tink i was telling it to someone n he was surprised tt I wan to do well with one nite work ... yah but I'm plainly ridiculous... if i put in efforts ... IT MADE me angry to tink tt I have to be disappointed. spend up whole nite preparing for IMMUNO presentation... something I rarely did ... I rarely prepare for presentatiojn ... i just impromptu ... but all my group mates put in lotsa efforts, n I value their efforts ... so I spent lotsa time to prepare for me ... of course the end results wasn't good, prof say that our focus wasn't that ... EXPECTED but honestly there nothing we can do abt it... certain things are juz beyond ur control ... after Friday it was fantastic ... my 2 weeks hell are over ... realli over ... the shit is almost over ... it's project after project ... so no surprise on Saturday another project mtg ... but pharmacogenetics is cool... so the project was fun ... Prof Edmund muz be one of the smartest lecturer I ever have ... I loved his style ... n he gave u the concise info u need... no RUBBISH ... no NONSENSE ... 2 hrs lectures (including of lunch) sometime we finished lectures + Lunch even before the 2 hrs slot ... tt fantastic ... one of my top 5 Lecturer ... the other muz be Prof Hong ... guobao says I overrated him , after all he can't teach ... but he's ingenious ... n I laughed throughout his lecture ... juz seeing him make me laugh ... n I learnt so much frm him watched 2 movies with Kian leng + beng hwee ... 2046 as well as OLD BOY... 2046 is so poetically beautiful ... a typical Wang Kar Wai movie ... that keep u tinking ... tinking abt ur predicament ... tinking abt the world of love and why we r so touched by it ... Tony Leung is my favourite Chinese actor after Andy Lau ... he's an electric actor tt juz glued u into the screen ... actualli wanted to go with Leo but I alreadi insticintively thought we couldn't find the time ... projects, tests + honors year thesis are using up all my time ... 2046 has got 4.2/5, i tink Kian Leng also liked it ... but what was to come was unexpected ... of course me + KL read abt the reviews of OLD BOY ... n OLD BOY is juz like a total cinematic experience ... a fabricated world that claims you into its own ... it overwhelms you, corrupts you, claims and destroys u, after OLD BOY I was very much numb in my seat ... so glued to my seat, I realli donno how to reach ... it was a MASTERCLASS ... Beng Hwee is starting to like korean movies ... n he told me "... I don't tink Hollywood or HongKong can produce such works ... nxt time I would watch more korean movies" ... I was really surprised when he liked Windstruck so much ... oops I have "converted" another person into liking K movies... 4 years ago in October ... I was convinced of the magics of Koreans movie ... 4 years haven changed my opinions ... I hoped I won't be disappointed back to top?
Thursday, October 07, 2004 @ 11:47 PM it's has been more den a wk frm my previous blog ... life's been bz ... tmr is my second animal reproduction mod test ... nxt Thursday cell bio test + toxico paper deadline + lit essay deadline, nxt friday immuno presentation ... so it's gg to be a massive 2 weeks ... den i have one mth to prepare for my exam ... after exam, no December Break It's all to the lab ... no one relaxes during the December, if ur FYP is in shambles ... I don even wan to imagine the outcome aniwae ... spoke to one of my potential supervisor for my proj Bolesteri a gentleman, charismatic n cool, the project seemed exciting but I have to handle with mice, do I have enuff of den after Europe I thot I have but this was a project, i don tink i will give it a miss ... but tis is Oct and I still have a bit of time left Juz a little bit like I told Stella, one of my fav statement is "Take your time and do the best" This was a turbulent wk ... on Tues pretty glad with myself for utilising my freetime well ... I thot tings were perfect ... I have a bad start during the earlier part of 2004 so on Tue ... everything seemed rosy ... den on Wed ... I thot it will juz b a short day in sch ... enuff time to catch a nap ... have lunch over at Dover with George, Santos + Clement ... den they brought me to tis busstop outside Fairfield Methodist to board the bus a routine bus journey ... but sth happened i reached Bonua vista MRT n juz when I finished using the toilet ... I realised tt both of my hands r free, wasn't Me Supposed to carry my LAPTOP i went back to toilet n gosh it's nt there, i cld smell trouble ... it's in the end... I made a fonecall to clement n asked him whether he remember seeing me carrying the laptop after we left the hawker centre I FLEW to the taxistop ... reached the busstop n MY LAPTOP wasn't there ... I couldn't believe it mom gg to grill me like hell ... my dear afternoon nap turned up to b one frantic afternoon It's painfully frustrating ... painfully stupid ... made a police rpt ... went MRT Station n enquired abt it ... I do everything I can ... without so much of the belief I cld get it back so I was grilled the whole nite ... but studying the test was more impt ... Mum's grilling din affect me ... if it affected me ... I would cover it up ... but there no pt in hiding ting was having lec tis Morning ... n I was analysing where I cld possibly left my laptop ... decided tt nxt target cld b Fairfield methodist sec ... Benghwee oso asked me to try all sch in tt vinicity went Fairfield methodist pri ... negative reply ... den FMS ... the clerk asked me a couple of qns ... n I knew tt mb my laptop was there ... n it is I'M SO THANKFUL ... I'M FOUND IT ... so thankful that it wasn't an expensive lesson will get sth for all those honest students who picked up my laptop ... honesty n kindness shd b encouraged ... n I always believed so tmr TEST is impt ... this 2 semesters are impt ... I want to finish on a high ... I want to start NUS on a high note ... n finishing it well also ... it has been a tremondous 3 years yuansong + dick told me wat the pt when I more or less settled on my second upper n has no clear chance of getting a first ... but i'm inspired by sports ... sometime it's nt the result tt mattered ... u juz felt tt u owe urself to finish on a high back to top?