Sunshine Butterfly

Saturday, January 15, 2005 @ 3:05 PM

the last 4 mths of NUS life

end of the first wk of my last semester ... feeling a bit sad tt i'm reaching the end of my university life ... it has been a wonderful 4 years in NUS

the last year was painful though ... one has to work so hard ... n I nt one who mugged a lot

anyway when I mugged too much, my results suffered anyway

spent Monday having lunch with Zhuzhen + Cheefeng ... pals which I met in last semester lit class... they r juz beginning their NUS life ... i hope they enjoy it ... i tink i still feel their excitement as undergrad when I talk to them ... was late for class by an hour or so ... there were so much PRC in the lecture ... so I decided to drop the mod

this wk I have been feeling buoyant ... the weather is sunny ... n is quite windy too ... I used to hate windy weather in Sweden ... because it was dreadful

i remembered cycling in Sweden with Jane ... n the wind almost knocked her bike off the road ... after tt I started to fall sick ...

ya ... memories of Sweden still came back on and off ... i could still remember them vividly

I really like Jan and Feb ... the weather is cool n sunny, and I feel really upbeat ... the best ting one could do on a sunny afternoon is to lie down on a sandy beach n just waste the afternoon away ... life can be rejuveinating when we waste it away sometime

find it quite odd tt I nvr realli bothered to read up abt the tsunamis ... when most people in my family r quite keen on catching the documentary and interview programs abt the disaster ... but realli I could rather not read about it ... because all I could do is to donate $$$ for the disaster, n yet I will never be sure tt the $$$ will reach the person in need

I really wanted to help ... becuz it dreadful to live without hope ... without the basic necessities of life ... n i'm quite frustrated tt all I cld do is to donate $$$ becuz I have to tink abt the project all day

prof Urs has high hope on my project ... so I don want to disappoint him ... but the project is still in limbo ... but things will improve by late Feb ...

Singapore vs Indonesia in the Tiger Cup Final ... glad tt the tickets are sold out ... I hope Singapore win ... but realli now I no longer a passionate fans as before ... my heart is "donated" to Arsenal haha

still hav 2 birthday presents to shop for ... n I alreadi late for both of them ... hopefully i cld finish the shopping by nxt wk

still stuck with Sammi Cheng's songs ... songs belonging to her album ... it's pretty strange tt it's oni of late tt I started to hear her songs ... since Rachel first lent me one of Sammi's album ... n yes i have stopped listening to R&B, dance n musics n stuff ... until I get realli sick of Sammi

Lyrics of the week:

我在天空中飘向东又飘向西带着某人的回忆可是落地之后是灾难还是好运
我想也不一定如果我是一个精灵忘了上一秒钟的事情做个没有回忆的人
可不可以心里有云身体很轻是上帝给我一个假期一个人飞是一种美丽
让我在天空飞簷走壁半空中我问我降落的心是不是忘记了心痛的事情
哪里是我的降落点让我来决定半空中我和我降落的心去寻找另外一个天地
这一次我一定要告诉自己命中红心人在爱情的空窗期要一个梦
要去外面吹点风请让我一个人去寻找万里晴空去找我的笑容半空中我很自由
一想起你就眼睛红也许最后落点不同也许会重逢