Sunshine Butterfly

Thursday, March 24, 2005 @ 11:19 PM

What will April deliver?

April is a special month

Exam period, deadlines, film-festival, the
beginning of hot weather ...

it's a month that makes me feel a lot ...
i cld still have vivd memories of tings
tt had happened ... tings that i've done

but April is not my favourite mth

it's juz a special mth

my favourite mth is June ... nothing
can be as bright n optimistic as June

in June ... everything ticks

November is a dreadful mth ... becuz
the rain just comes every single day ...
u have to bring to umbrella everytime
u want to shop

n u don see too much of the sun ... i
really miss the warmth of the sun
in November

the past weeks haven't been quite fun...
experiments to be done ... presentations
to be made ... n stuff lidat

but my experiments is gg to be wrapped
up by end of nxt week ... it's a relief

becuz den i can realli focus on my paper
work ... there hell a lot of deadlines to be
met

no use complaining though ... no one try to
cramp 11 modules in the last year

only kunyao does that ...

few pple try to finish their FYP within 4 mths ...
n expect good results

kunyao is one of them

but i'm not complaining though ... becuz
i accepted my fate ... too playful n lazy
in the first two years

gives me a hellish finale ... no one can
dreamt of such a finale ... no one even
wants it ... but I get it

it's memorable ... like a dream that all goes
wrong

but I'm out of the woods v soon ... recent
events seemed to point to tt ...

Saturday was spent in the lab ... i have
developed tis phobia abt cutting up
mice

it's actualli pained me to see the mice
struggling for their last breath

how does it feel to struggle, it's must b
v painful

like sometime when u r sleeping ... i guess
some of u will hav tis feeling

nt a nice feeling ... so i guess the mouse
muz be having a bad time

i tried praying for them ... but realli i felt tt
it doesn't work ... the mouse still urinate ...
it is still scared ... n fearful

but i do my best during my experiment ...
so tt at least i din waste the life of a mouse

after experiments ... went back to my room ...
sharing a room with Cliff is good ... we chatted
abt soccer, abt life ... abt our family

he's a man utd fan ... i'm a giant Arsenal fan ...
well, wat is a man utd fan and an Arsenal fan
trying to do ... sharing a room ??? haha

anyway ... watching Arsenal plays is v impt
for me ... soccer is impt to some guys
especially

we haven't run together though ... i missed
running

but couldn't run at a fast speed anymore ...
the injury I had is still hampering my running
... but there nothing i can do abt it

there no regret though ... at least i have
completed my marathon in stockholm !!!

I never thought i cld even run 7 km ... but when
i heard abt the stockholm marathon

i just signed for it ... becuz it's not everyday
u can take part in the world best marathon

I'm glad tt i have enuff bottle to sign for it...
n more importantly completed it

to me ... the impt ting is to live life with
passion ... lotsa of it ... n with no regrets!!!