Sunshine Butterfly

Saturday, November 20, 2004 @ 7:16 PM

Butterflies ...

sometimes I dreamt of butterflies in the middle of my dream, I do not remember vividly, but during quieter moments I'm reminded of these dreams ... i donno wat it means, but I love n fear butterflies altogether ... luv it because i tink they are a wonder to be photograph, they are a delight for a nature photographer ... fear because I associates butterflies with moths ... when I was small, there used to be this very big moth flying to my house, just staying in a location, for the whole day, like observing our life, like observing the life of our family, the next day it flies away, no one ever seen it flew in, no one ever seen it flew away, it is a mystery always will be... i tink of gg on a trip to KL, maybe asks my friend whether he will be keen juz to go there, do some shopping, take photographs, n back

my exchange friends ask me abt a trip to Bangkok ... tink after the exchange everyone seemed to be addicted to travelling ... used to do so every month when we were on exchange ... it is an addiction, but backpacking is fun but tiring sometimes ... but the memories has lived within me for a long time ... anyway mb the bangkok trip is beyond me, promised my prof that I will start the proj in Dec, so I couldn't possibly go to Bangkok and when I came back, he will fly off to Switzerland ... i spend some meaningful moments in Switzerland at Zurich airport, on my back to Singapore, thinking about home, "crying" about Europe, thinking about friends and people I like in the most beautiful and saddest sunset ... I told my prof abt my wonderful experiences in Europe, but nvr abt Switzerland which I didn't quite visit.

literature is finally over ... it was nice taking a mod with zhihao, as slack s me, both of us never read Jean Brodie, we share whatever materials we have, and though both of us struggle through the module, think we have a great time ... but I was glad it was over, because it is a heavy module, zhihao says it was crazy of us to contemplate about taking it ... "maybe we visit too many museums that we want to be a bit more artistic", well mabbe that true ... i hope both of us, then it will be the end of my cross-fac, if nt I will c both cheefeng + zhuzhen in accounting, both lit & accounting are 2 of the mods I really wished to take as a freshman, but now I'm graduating, I don't wish to end up taking both

6 more papers to go, time really flies, and soon the exam will be over, then the research project, then my NUS life will be over, it's a bit sad, that everything ends so fast, university is fun, more fun than JC, more freedom than JC, more relaxing than JC, except that you may meet a couple of stuck-up, uninspiring profs but I thought I make some great pals. I think i will graduate without much regrets, some say i could have a good chance of getting first class if i'm more hardworking, but really second-upper is good enough for me, if i have to slog so hard for my first-class n lose up on some of the fun I rather not have it.

need to go shopping after my exam, most of my shirts are worn-out ... n anyway I have some excess $ less, after Europe I was sucked dry ... but come December I have new tuition lobangs ... so there will b $$ to spend. have no ideas what I'm going to do after the exam, don tink shd have much plans ... but wanna visit Wild Wild Wet, I always like water theme park ... it hell lotsa fun ... with all the fun n splash ... must start chioing pple ... especially those not-working =)