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What will April deliver?

April is a special month

Exam period, deadlines, film-festival, the
beginning of hot weather ...

it's a month that makes me feel a lot ...
i cld still have vivd memories of tings
tt had happened ... tings that i've done

but April is not my favourite mth

it's juz a special mth

my favourite mth is June ... nothing
can be as bright n optimistic as June

in June ... everything ticks

November is a dreadful mth ... becuz
the rain just comes every single day ...
u have to bring to umbrella everytime
u want to shop

n u don see too much of the sun ... i
really miss the warmth of the sun
in November

the past weeks haven't been quite fun...
experiments to be done ... presentations
to be made ... n stuff lidat

but my experiments is gg to be wrapped
up by end of nxt week ... it's a relief

becuz den i can realli focus on my paper
work ... there hell a lot of deadlines to be
met

no use complaining though ... no one try to
cramp 11 modules in the last year

only kunyao does that ...

few pple try to finish their FYP within 4 mths ...
n expect good results

kunyao is one of them

but i'm not complaining though ... becuz
i accepted my fate ... too playful n lazy
in the first two years

gives me a hellish finale ... no one can
dreamt of such a finale ... no one even
wants it ... but I get it

it's memorable ... like a dream that all goes
wrong

but I'm out of the woods v soon ... recent
events seemed to point to tt ...

Saturday was spent in the lab ... i have
developed tis phobia abt cutting up
mice

it's actualli pained me to see the mice
struggling for their last breath

how does it feel to struggle, it's must b
v painful

like sometime when u r sleeping ... i guess
some of u will hav tis feeling

nt a nice feeling ... so i guess the mouse
muz be having a bad time

i tried praying for them ... but realli i felt tt
it doesn't work ... the mouse still urinate ...
it is still scared ... n fearful

but i do my best during my experiment ...
so tt at least i din waste the life of a mouse

after experiments ... went back to my room ...
sharing a room with Cliff is good ... we chatted
abt soccer, abt life ... abt our family

he's a man utd fan ... i'm a giant Arsenal fan ...
well, wat is a man utd fan and an Arsenal fan
trying to do ... sharing a room ??? haha

anyway ... watching Arsenal plays is v impt
for me ... soccer is impt to some guys
especially

we haven't run together though ... i missed
running

but couldn't run at a fast speed anymore ...
the injury I had is still hampering my running
... but there nothing i can do abt it

there no regret though ... at least i have
completed my marathon in stockholm !!!

I never thought i cld even run 7 km ... but when
i heard abt the stockholm marathon

i just signed for it ... becuz it's not everyday
u can take part in the world best marathon

I'm glad tt i have enuff bottle to sign for it...
n more importantly completed it

to me ... the impt ting is to live life with
passion ... lotsa of it ... n with no regrets!!! back to top?

March and April ... busy and nostalgic months

last week was a bumper week

animal handling course, experimental failure, new mattress + fan
for my hostel, Arsenal being booted out of CL and sending
MH off to UK ...

tis wk cld b massive ...

March has arrived ... n it means having to work twice
as much ... and needing to sort out all my
experimental failures

the last 2 mths of a semester can b quite bad ... when all
the deadlines came together ... one wondered whether one
can survive ... but one usually does

the mattress in hall ... is thin and unbearable ... so my
uncle delievered a new one on Monday ... I started
sleeping v well ... even taking a 3 hrs afternoon nap

my room-mate, Clive is quite a character ... a realli sporty
guy ... a man of action

he has got 2 bicycles ... so we cycled together to Holland Vill
to watch Arsenal vs Bayern in the earli hours of Thurs

he knew i'm an Arsenal fan ... so he don mind watching it
with me
but I was struggling to keep pace with him, he cycled pretty fast

it was quite an experience ... Arsenal was booted out ...
tis time ard my expectations wasn't as high ... so I wasn't
deeply disappointed... let's see wat will happen nxt season

a setback needs not be taken badly ... it offers the possibility
to revamp and reinvent

Animal course on Thursday was realli interesting ... rather
apprehensive before gg for it ... becuz I'm rather clumsy
dealing with the animals

the instructors were realli kind and experience ... i think
there are these qualities in them ... which marked them
from some of my lecturers

I don't realli like some of them ... they are too obsessed
with achievement ... they think too highly of themselves
... n tt realli disgust me ...

if I'm attending lectures just to witness them throw their
attitudes ... I'm betta off doing sth else

personally ... a lecturer that doesn't inspire ... that doesn't
care abt teaching ... shdn't b teaching at all ... they are
murdering the interests of pple

but I respect my animal course instrcutors
they realli got me gg ... their care for the animals
make me respects them

u can oni give pple the love and respect they deserved

sent off my cousin to Maldives ... apparently he doing
some volunteer work over there ... I don realli enjoy
sending pple off ... when the person left ... it's as though
a part of u is gone ... there is this momental emptiness ...
that lingers for a while

I remembered leaving Singapore for Sweden ... with a lot
of tears in my heart ... it's unbelievable becuz
a month ago I was looking forward to my exchange

but tt v moment, when I needed to leave ... I was surprised
by my emotions ... mabbe sometime I hanged onto
what I had ... and am reluctant to let it go

tonite ... there is a nice crescent on the sky ... the nite sky
is always so mysterious, beautiful, serene but sometimes
sad and lonely

on the top of Ophir ... the view of the sky is magnificent ...
the stars were aplenty ... the glittering lights tt filled the sky
was a wonder to my eye ...

I have seemed the northern light, the shooting star ... so there
nothing more I cld ask for ...

at this moment ... the nite sky reminds me of unfufilled passions
and dreams

back to top?

The last 2 mths of undergrad. life

time realli flies ... it realli does

it wasn't too long ago ... tt I was attending
the FOC ... wasn't too long too ago when
I signed up for my CCA

but it has a been a whole 4 years, I'm
talking about ... a lot has happened
in these 4 years

I will be happy but equalli sad when I
finally graduate, finish my last exam paper

I have my times in uni ... but during honours
year ... it was tough ... veri tough

becuz I have been slacking all this while ...
n when I raised my head and saw that
suddenly people all ard me were
working so hard ... it quite a realisation

there is this self-belief within me ...
but having too much belief is
not necessary a gd thing

I believed tt my honours year project
will be a smooth gg one

tt like so many times before ... I would
be able to complete the project ... with
my last minute burst ... n more
importantly, do it well

but it hasn't been ez ... difficulty were
aplenty ... mine I couldn't believe

but tings are getting better now ... I reckon
I cld be able to finish my proj on time

like everybody seemed to say, 2 mths time
it's all gg to b over

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Arsenal vs Bayern Munich
Highbury
10 March 2005

tis is the fixture of the week
for the Gooners

2-0 will suffice
3-1 will bring the match into
extra time

Arsenal, cannot defend... the
defenders aren't confident
enuff

the whole team can't defend
a corner

so Arsenal will not keep a clean
sheet

the best is to cross your fingers
and hope Henry has a good nite

if Arsenal win tis ... they has to
take each match at a time

Wenger is alreadi secretly thinking
about next season ... there realli
nothing much his team can do ... bar
a miracle

Arsene's team needs to play v well, in order
to win ... they does not have enuff bottle,
enuff strong individuals, enuff experience to
keep a lead ... to grind out results

they need at least a two goal cushion to win
now

the goals have not dry out ... I still tink a
miracle may happen ...

My prediction will be Arsenal 2 Bayern 0

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