Down Memory Lane


I am probably the last one left
in the building yet again ... I'm working till
9 pm today, so I still have got a while
more to go


It's 8pm now & the Monday of
the second week of Feb hasn't been rosy


This is supposed to be
quite a week ... Pheonix's leaving this week


I was looking forward to spending
a full day with Phoenix tmr, but
now it appears to go bust ...


I have everything worked up, so
i'm a bit gutted ... I arrived at
the workplace just wishing to
have my own personal space
& I just kept bumping
into pple who started
chatting with me ...


I'm a bit jaded ... a tad
disappointed & I feel like
crying foul ...


ym sent me an email
attachment a couple of years
back ... I keep it
till today ... there was a text in the attachment
which I couldn't forget... "What would
you do if every time you fell
in love you had to say goodbye"


I just feel v lousy thinking abt this; I wished
I could
flush away tt
sentence away from my
memory & rid it of its
existence ...


Still, I feel I have grown much
ever since I graduated ...
worklife has been v v v busy,
& only satisfying in patches & knowing
Phoenix fills
my days with much splendour


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I have been averaging about 4-5 hours of
sleep ... & everyday is just not
enough


Strangely, I'm still quite energetic &
I don dread the passing of each day


I suppose anything else is better
than being in the army ...


now I'm slowly looking forward to the
new year ... as a child, the
best thing about new
year is tt there
is so much food & laughter ...


now I still look forward to New Year,
still look forward to
munching all the goodies ...
cuttlefish & love letters r my
favourite ... usually by the second
day of new year, most of the goodies
in my house will be gone ...


this year I reckon I will be doing
a couple of painian ... my former
boss's hse usually has lotsa goodies ...
he bought things by the bulk ...
& he kept saying "Eat, eat & eat"


Yuansong, sinwah & Jayce will most prob
come to my house on the second day
of New Year, usually, I din invite
a lot of pple to my hse on the
second day of New Year as
I feared my frenz will be neglected


I bumped into Keith while I was shopping
@ Chinatown the other day, it was
pure coincidence... I was just walking den
suddenly I looked to my left & he was
standing beside me ... I haven
met him for a long time ...


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I was looking through some of my older posts,
my first post to be exact. Tt was
way back in 2004 ... come to think
abt it , it wasn't v readable


there wasn't any paragraphing & it's just
one whole paragraph full of words


I started blogging when I was in
Sweden ... the life there
is just so condusive for R & R


come to think about it, more than
2 years had passed ...


keeping an online diary is not
bad after all ... at least it
reminds me of all
the nice details tt happened once ...
I read it with a smile on my face


it's reaching 9pm, I'm onto my final
phase of my experiment ...
goodbye! will write again!!!