A long time away from blogging


I haven't been blogging since Oct ...
nt tt I have stopped blogging ...


i was having some probs logging into
blogspot in Oct ... den November
was kinda busy


I guess it was difficult to sit down
& find the mood to type
something meaningful


It's a strange year. Yes, 2007
was a tough year ... some days
I looked back & my mind
just got stuff with emotions


Work & the frustration that
come with it is one thing but
losing what one once valued
a lot is quite a difficult
thing to manage
emotionally


I have been running quite a lot in the
past 2 mths with Sinwah, Jiajian,
Dengli & Pingting


So the stand Chart Marathon
is a gud thing ... at least
I stay connected
with my frenzs


The best thing abt
running is the movement.
Every stride forward is
a great feeling.


I remembered running
with Phoenix last year when
she was training for the
Standard Chart Marathon


The first time I saw her in her
running attire ... I thought
she was beautiful in it


She has boundless energy &
her smile can lighten
anyone day ...


We thought we could run
the marathon together
maybe this year if she
cld come back on time


In the end ... I have
to be contented with the knowledge
tt my close frenzs will
be at the finishing line


I'm looking forward to the marathon
with a sense of anticipation & poignance


From the start of my pursuit, I always
think things will work up & things
will iron up in the end


sometimes, I guess one can't help
but admit that sometimes 良缘是由别人审判


I like this new song by Fish Leong ...

I got doleful the first few
times I listened to it ... but she
manage to bring up the beauty
of the lyrics even if it made
me shed a few tears

你的姿态
你的青睐
我存在在你的存在
你以为爱 就是被爱
你挥霍了我的崇拜
我活了 我爱了
我都不管了心爱到疯了恨到算了
就好了
可能的 可以的 真的可惜了
幸福好不容易 怎么你却不敢了呢

我还以为我们能 不同于别人
我还以为不可能的 不会不可能
你的姿态 你的青睐
我存在 在你的存在

你以为爱 就是被爱
你挥霍了我的崇拜

风筝有风 海豚有海
我存在 在我的存在
所以明白 所以离开
所以不再为爱而爱
自己存在 在你之外


Certain part of the song
strikes a chord in me


I really fall in love with 她的姿态和青睐.
When things turn sour, it
becomes a blameing game but
I admit that in a way
I have disappointed her


In an attempt to make our interaction
more unpredictable, I cause
her much insecurity ... I must
admit by overthinking, I mess
things up ...


I also donno ... we are so similar yet
so different ... & in time
of stress our communication flaw
was our archilles' heel


我想真的真很可惜。


A couple of frenzs reckoned tt
I have got over things &
asked me "Don't u feel
sad"


Sometimes the pain subsides but
when it comes back ... the emotions
tt rush thru me is v
intense


For one year, I have enjoyed her
company tremendously ... so the sudden
demise of isn't easy to cope with


My life is not in a mess but my emotions
are. I thought the pain, disappointment,
anger and guilt will subside over time ...
but everytime when I thought
I have moved on ... I took a step
back again
__________________________


Junwei has started pulling a lot of pple
into bladeing ... so our bladeing group
is expanding


the weather has been rather gud
in Nov ... not too hot but not too
rainy either


3 hours to travel to & from ECP is no fun ...
but nothing beats putting on ur
blades & cruising along


the best part of bladeing is to
able to feel the speed of
the wheels intimately


You won't meet a person more passionate
abt bladeing than Junwei


He lives and breathes bladeing and
he manages to rub the
enthusiasm to a couple of people


the first time I went down a slope,
I was fearful abt losing balance. by
end October, I have mastered
the slope


It's a funny thing ... success always
arrive unexpectedly


by November, Junwei proclaimed
tt I am no longer an apprentice ...
"ur bladeing stroke is ok now"


Joyce has taught me a technique to
improve my stroke & it helps
tremendously ...


I reckon I will keep on bladeing for
the next 6 mths den after
tt I might pick up sth new


If anyone is keen to blade, drop
me a sms ... I can arrange
for Junwei to teach u