2008 feels all rite!!!


The first blog of the year! Kian Leng
mentioned tt I din blog any tis year.
Nt to worry, I have no intention
to shut down
sunshinebutterfly.blogspot.com ...


January juz passed away pretty
fast. I always luv January, perhaps
becuz it always feel great to
start anew. It's like being
allowed to forget yst pain
& strive forward


Jan was a busy mth & the
first few days of work
were quite stressful


there were two days at
work whereby I thought
I had make two crucial
mistakes; my boss got
high hope for the findings
so imagine if I was to tell him
tt my finding was due
to a mistake in my interpretation


Luckily, after double double-checking,
I realised my fears were unfounded


At tt moment, when I realised I might
have misinterpreted the results,
I cld imagine me offering to quit
for my mistake. Tt was how
serious things might be


Tt two nights, I was alone in the
office, and my hands were really
cold.


All of a sudden, there were
a lot of flashbacks in my mind & I
started to think abt Phoenix and
wanting to call her


tt was the first week of January ...
pretty dramatic


Overall I'm pretty glad about
my performance at the
workplace. I really hope to get
everything gg den I can
relax and really move on with
other aspects of life.


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went with Kian Leng to shop for my
new laptop ... I wanted to take a
glimpse @ Asus Lamborghini &
gosh it was huge ... I don
think I will fancy it for my
laptop ... still, I think
it worth a mention


The salegirl @ Lenovo was quite
aggressive ... she was busily
promoting a model tt
I was obviously nt interested ...
but she still carried on
& on... Lenovo's design
is boring ... don think I will
ever own one


I guess I will wait for LG's new model.
I luv LG's product design & I'm
not SUPERFICIAL. haha...


tt Sat afternoon, I watched
Le Grand Chef with Kian Leng. The
movie is worth the ticket price!
Strong story plot, good acting
& the story development is
juz perfect. luv the female
character in the show ... haiz ... always
have a softspot for tough
& unyielding lady.

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some of my pals asked me whether
I'm oki with the stock market
in a turmoil.


pals, don worry abt tt ... think
I have mum's gene ... I don panic
at all ... in fact, I was smiling
to myself thinking tt
there will soon be
a gud time to buy
gd stock @ a bargain


guess I have come a long way since
last August. I will always
remember August 2007, somehow
during tt month everything "collaborate"

to bring my life into a free-fall


tt month doesn't make much
sense to me. There was lotsa emotions,
sadness, anger and guilt or peppered togehter...
even in those sad days, I still
have to motivate my students ...
still have to eat ... it was
painful to wake up being
reminded of the reality of
losing the affection of
someone so dear to u


maybe, it was the August
nightmare ...tt I wasn't
affected by the pessimism of
panic-striken investor ...


I am quite busy in January, looking
through some of the annual
financial reports and trying
to determine a good buying price
for some of the stocks
I have shortlisted


I am not a speculator so I
hardly play contra ... the only
time I play contra ... I hit
the jackpot ... but I don
really get the kick from
such windfall ... there's a huge
dose of gamble in it ...
& gambler don last ... I like
poring thru rpts & finding
the gems & seeing my
judgment been proven correct
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I started my mass gaining plan
in Jan ... mid term target ... 53 kg!!


got some dumb-bells & loads of proteins
... was thinking of joining
Keith @ his gym ... but
the membership fees was too
expensive ... just simply couldn't afford


this time I'm determined to
gain some muscular mass !!

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To me, January was about
implementing several changes
in my life ... plus work
I din manage to meet
some of my frenzs more regularly


I think these changes were long
overdue ... perhaps
I was stubborn to change before ...
even though on hindsight, I will
be closer to the person I want
to be ... Phoenix made me realised
tt ...


I only have positive memories
abt Phoenix ... she is
right to think
tt I din
appreciate her enuff ...


life was v turbulent last
year, so I neglected
her unintentionally ...


I feel gutted abt losing her ...
but I'm glad to know her
becuz in the past 1 year
I have never liked anyone
more


the best I cld do is
to really enjoy & have
a beautiful 2008, when
we met again she
will be glad tt
I have looked at things positively