Absolutely Tired!!!


carrying a flu & still working
non-stop. Tt's basically what
I have been doing for the past
2 weeks...


Today is my Day 14 of
travelling to sch without
a rest day .... this is
really seriously worst
then studying for exam!


Studying for exam is juz a bit
boring ... & a bit tense
but nvr physically
tiring ...


After having tuition on Friday
& Saturday plus a
gathering last night
which ended at 2am ...
I think my battery
level is really close to 0 ...


Tomorrow is the last day of OT ...
so it's sth I'm looking forward to


Hopefully tomorrow is the last
day I have to culture my
cells... Culturing cells
is fun for a newbie ...
but as with a lot of
things, once the
novelty is gone ...
the struggle begins


4 years of work ... & slowly things
are finishing ... THINGS are FINISHING ...
FINISHING is really, really
a fantastic word ... one day
I wish to pen the
line "I finally finish_ _ my
postgrad project:


Can't wait for the day to arrive !!

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Rotten Dream


Have u ever woke up & really cursed
the dream that you had?


Tt's wat happened to me days ago.


I was in this weird place ... like not

in Singapore & realised I was
in army uniform ... den
I met my former army superior
& we had some chat ...


The army camp seemed to be in
some rural place & then we
went to this ultra-big
food centre for lunch ... before
I know it all my frenzs
just disappeared ... den
I was alone ...


Somehow I managed to reach
back to the barracks ... running
along the expressway ... really
really, cursing *#&!@# ...
totally bollocks right ?


How rubbish can a dream be? this
should rank top, seriously.

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On one of the Saturday's night, we went
to a frenz's plc for karaoke. The
subscription for starhub's karaoke is
abt $8/mth.


However, the songs were rather limited.
A lot of new and old songs weren't
there ...


We played monopoly card game after tt.
The game is more fun
than the boardgame, as you
can sabotage each other. &
the card is much cheaper than
the boardgame.


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Yesterday, I woke up &
realised I have a very, very bad
cough. By afternoon, I was having
fever and headache. I think
I have never felt so
sick for a long time.


But in a way, I'm kinda relieved
tt I'm finally sick ... my
schedule have been so tight
tt I knew I need
a break ... so at least
now I have a deserved break!


Anyway, research is v tiring. I think

everyday, I'm becoming less
& less of a research
person.


It's not that I don't like research,
but somehow you realised tt
the part you like about research
only form a small component
of the day to day activities;
then u really feel like
a manual worker


At least a manual worker just
need to keep working,
but as a research staff, you
need to think almost everyday
when your experiment fails
, you need to do
the actual experiment, you need to
purchase your own stuff
& then u need to justify for the
purchases


So I'm counting down towards
graduation.


Really looking forward to it, although
I really don have the time
to apply for a job yet.


My boss at work is ok, but I think
our approach towards mentoring
students is v different. I like
to 'spoon-feed' my students,
make things easier for them &
teach them how to attain maximum
results with minimal efforts.


For me a lot of things one do is about

the FUN element as well as
personal growth, if the

FUN disappears, den the
thing is not worth doing
anymore.

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