
Tuesday, May 31, 2005 @ 11:49 PM
It's all over ...checking out the results turned out to be
quite a stressful tis time round
i used to be quite cool abt it when I was
in my first 2 years
but tis time round ... it was crucial ... v crucial ...
i wanted to graduate with a second upper
honours
n my dream comes true
after April 29 ... everything seemed beautiful once
again ...
my planning was disastrous ... it was a v BIG
gamble ... if I lost my second upper den I
oni got myself to blame ... but at last I'm
vindicated
talked to Steven juz last nite ... "in the end, maybe
a few years later, the grade doesn't realli matter"
exactly, i'm glad i din mug during my undergrad
life ... at times I was lazy but i muz admit
i have my own share of luck
after April 29 ... it was holiday after holiday ...
nothing to think abt ... so I cherish n enjoy life
a lot more
sometimes I tink abt life a bit more ... noticed the smile
of the strangers on the street
I havent do it for a long while ... I used to enjoy
juz travelling ... noticing the expression of pple
common question is: "so wat do u intend to do nxt"
prof urs asked me, chee feng asked me ... a lot of pple
asked me tis question ... my answer is as tentative as
ever
i have a lot of interests and ambitions, as a child I wanted
to be one of the three: "a lawyer, scientist or a pilot"
my pilot dream is over ... becuz my eyesight is bloody
poor
i cld be a scientist if i wanted to ... but i feared boredom
and isolation
i need a job tt gives me satisfaction, offers me the chance
to work in a team as well as mental stimulation
no doubt .. being a scientist is a childhood dream ... but
at tis pt in time I'm nt thoroughly convinced
as a child ... I noe wat I wan ... n I nvr accept anything less;
now I refused to make a decision until I have a strong
feeling in wat I'm engaging
but 2005 has been gd so far ... best decision was to work
with prof Urs ... he was like a father to me ... I felt sad
knowing tt I will most probably nt have a fatherly figure
to look after me anymore
eugene chided me a lot yst ... he was glad tt he got his
second upper ... i hav nvr seen eugene uttered so much crap
guobao was complaining y we got diff grade for 1 mod which we
prepared together ... "because I power mah" was the reply, wat
can one do with this type of reply ... nothing much haha
stella did v welll but was a shave off first class oh ... but she
happy
overall ... my gp of friends have done well ... anyway I no longer
call some of my friends by their names, guy I call uncle, gal auntie
haha
back frm HK everything seemed rosy ... HK & Beijing were fun
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the moment I reached HK ... I felt as if I'm dreaming ... after more
den ten yrs I'm back again
i cld really smell HK's air ... n I felt v gud abt it
HK is v gud for shopping ... but the first few days the itch
to shop nvr realli entered me
was hungry for food ... becuz I have nvr eaten HK dim sum
for a long long time
sinwah is a good host ... 100% dedicated ... brought of us
to all the gd places ...n saved us lotsa of $$$
the first 3 days in HK were spent on sightseein ... din spend
any $$$ on shopping
Beijing was nxt ... it's a bit surrealistic attending a guided
tour in Cantonese ... don realli understand much ... but
sinwah was there to translate for me ... so lunch with
group of pple who spoke Cantonese was strange, v strange
... but in the end it's OK ... though the feeling is v artificial,
quite unnatural
beijing was a history lesson ... din realli spend much ...
BECUZ ALL I WANTED WAS TO SPEND ALL MY
FORTURNE IN HK!!!
5 days later ... back in HK i shopped like crazy ... if u
can't shop in HK ... u realli have a prob .... singapore
seemed much more inferior in the department of
shopping
met up with my HK relatives ... my aunts were v cool ... I
even asked my aunt to practise tarot card on me ... we
have 2 nites of fun ... i will alwae remember their warmth
the last day in HK ... was spent shopping ... n there were
too much stuff to buy ... i told yuansong/steven tt
the longer we stayed in the street ... the more $$$ we
will spend ... but I was happy with my buy
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back in Singapore ... i spent one day resting ... the next day
watching nabi, a film tt I realli wanted to buy in 2001
now in 2005, I finally had a copy of nabi on my desk
pls, nabi is not nabae ... it's korean for butterfly
nabi is the most underrated film tt I have watched n
farenheit 911 is the most overrated film tt I have seen
eugene told me wanying read my blog ... chunkiat aka yandao
asked me to update my blog ... sorry for the delay
I juz got back frm holiday mah
there were plenty to write ... but I don have a notebook ...
I am no authentic bio student ... so I don remember
a lot of tings tt I wished I cld write
bought a champagne juz hrs ago ... it time to pop n celebrate
... before I forget ... I promised hansing her gelato ... so
i beta write it here
tt all for now ... will write more in the days to come ... (wanying:
will write more juicy stuff if the mood arises ya)
gud nite everyone
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