Aftermath of July


July has got to be the worst of
2007... a bad patch month
tt is


Surprisingly all the bad stuff
all came together ...


I donno whether things will
get any worst ... but
I suppose there's nt
a lot of things that can
be worst


In July, my research project, relationship
& stock all failed ... so the
emotional impact is quite
big


I still think about Phoenix sometime...
n in those occasions,
I try to keep my
resentment towards
her to a minimum


Generally, I feel regretful & sad
but anger arose sometime


I suppose my anger was directed
towards the situation
& nt towards
Phoenix


I have always liked Phoenix
so this doesn't change
my feel abt her


The most important thing for me
is to move on


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On the first day of August, I finally
passed my boat theory


I had failed it twice ... when I was
taking the course ... a number
of people told me the
theory test is gonna be
difficult


I din believe them then ... now
I DO BELIEVE them


The third time round, I badly wanted
to pass ... so I was quite
apprehensive when I received
the result


The result 28/30 ... so I'm relieved
tt I finally passed. After
tt, I stood outside the test centre;
I always want to share this
piece of good news with Phoenix...
but now things are different
& even much I want to,
I can't treat her like before


I took a bus home. I was thinking
things thru den I just dozed off.


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Sammi Cheng is coming to Singapore.


I missed her concert in 2004, so I'm glad
she's coming again. I got the news
rather late so I din have enuff
time to ask a number of my
frenzs. So I will be
gg with two of my JC frenzs.


Haha... it will be quite fun. But, october
will be busy, with concert, party &
project works.

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